~More-gan

I'm finding it in me to trust myself again which comes hard and I don't know why and I know it hurts you. I wish I wasn't a freak like I am about certain things but I can change. Being open like this is new to me, and its terrifying sometimes. I trust you and I'll prove it. You're everything to me, thats easy to see. I love you.

So, finally, at the end of the year. My artist block is gone!! Success. I found that I was just having a hard time accepting my change in my art, because everything around me had changed and I wanted at least one thing that I recognized as the same. But nothing stays the same and I don't know why I thought my art would stay the same when everything around me was changing. Such a silly girl I am some times.. anyway... I'm posting my new stuff soon and my version of soon may be different from yours so.

Oh geez as soon as I have stuff to upload it won't work!


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I've had one of the worst artist blocks of my life. I go to doodle and all that comes from it is nothing. I used to be able to just pick up a pen a draw for hours and in the end it looked pretty cool. One thing would make me think of another. My mind has wandered both farther then it used to and not at all at the same time. I have everything and nothing at the same time. Nothing without an idea for an artwork. Its confusing I don't understand it so it'd be pretty redunant to expect anyone else to. I'm afraid my lack of focus on myself has stopped. I get so caught up in everyone and everything around me I forget myself in the end. Artist block, go away, you're cramping my chi.

-Maybe I'm taking this as an artist block because I simply don't know what to think of it

-I've never had this problem this severe -.-

-There are times when I doubt myself

-There is a fork in the road and I've made camp in its shadow
Now I need to finish the design for this wall

Transfering schools was rough..
but now three weeks into it i look at it as:
I only have 20 more days left..
Then I can draw all day and be around people like me.
well no one is really like me, but at least they'd be drawing too.

Different environment= different art.

I'll be updating soon.


Word: Impact

its crazy.