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Trust

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 22, 2008, 12:03 PM
I'm finding it in me to trust myself again which comes hard and I don't know why and I know it hurts you. I wish I wasn't a freak like I am about certain things but I can change. Being open like this is new to me, and its terrifying sometimes. I trust you and I'll prove it. You're everything to me, thats easy to see. I love you.

  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: Little Motel Modest Mouse
  • Drinking: water

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~RoseyBlue:iconRoseyBlue: Apr 23, 2008, 5:53:22 AM
trust is hard. especially trusting yourself... i understand

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If i took you darling
to the caverns of my heart
would you light the lamp dear?
~More-gan:iconMore-gan: Apr 23, 2008, 6:21:17 AM Mood: Confused
I know it sucks..

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Got a cricket for a conscience always looks the other way, a cocaine soul starts to seem like an empty cabaret.
~RoseyBlue:iconRoseyBlue: Apr 23, 2008, 7:21:56 AM
what are you having troubles trusting yourself with?

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If i took you darling
to the caverns of my heart
would you light the lamp dear?
~More-gan:iconMore-gan: Apr 23, 2008, 12:00:36 PM
Relationship.. I dont know everything in general I guess. Its a confusing feeling.

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Got a cricket for a conscience always looks the other way, a cocaine soul starts to seem like an empty cabaret.
~RoseyBlue:iconRoseyBlue: Apr 24, 2008, 7:54:09 AM
i get you. im feeling slightly awkward as well. :(

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If i took you darling
to the caverns of my heart
would you light the lamp dear?
~More-gan:iconMore-gan: Apr 24, 2008, 9:20:37 AM
Yeah I wish I could explain it because he doesnt understand, he thinks its him that I don't trust and its all just hard to explain. :paranoid:

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Got a cricket for a conscience always looks the other way, a cocaine soul starts to seem like an empty cabaret.
~RoseyBlue:iconRoseyBlue: Apr 28, 2008, 7:58:44 AM
ahh...yes.. ive been though that and back again. its hard to see someone blaming themselves for something they didnt do...when actually its you.... hopefully you will make them see.

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If i took you darling
to the caverns of my heart
would you light the lamp dear?
~More-gan:iconMore-gan: Apr 28, 2008, 11:46:37 AM
I hope he does someday, it does suck waiting though.

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Got a cricket for a conscience always looks the other way, a cocaine soul starts to seem like an empty cabaret.
~RoseyBlue:iconRoseyBlue: Apr 29, 2008, 7:39:50 AM
yea ive been on both ends of that stick... seems that no matter what end your on the hit always feels the same...

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If i took you darling
to the caverns of my heart
would you light the lamp dear?